A Little too Much

Sometimes, it's better to know everything, even it makes you cry, 
than to know nothing. 
At least, you’ll learned something.

Dear all magical things within a week, 
I was really appreciate for your presence.
You taught me hard about “enough is never enough”. 
And “more doesn’t always mean more”.

I tell you now the untold things I ever keep in my head,
Big heart is always easy to say but difficult to do.
It’s been happen often times, right?!
You know, it seems like no matter how much you’ve got, the pain will remain the same.
Losing hope may broke your heart, but many say “time will heal everything”.

She would not show that she was afraid,
But being and feeling alone was too much to face,
Though everyone said that she was so strong,
What they didn't know is that she could barely carry on,

But she knew that she would be okay,
So she didn't let it get in her way

People act the way they do. 
No matter what, you can never literally ask them to be like what you want them to be. 
And actually, I guess, they never keep your sound around their head.
They will be like what they want to be. So don’t expect too much.

Things aren’t always as good as your fantasy. That’s why, I prefer to spend time in living my fantasy (alone) rather than hanging out with people I mostly don’t comfort with. It’s a bit weird I know.
Maybe this feeling takes me as a loner, a perfect loner currently.
As The Sims lover, here I inform you the Loner description according to The Sims,
“Loner enjoys time spent alone more than time spent with others. Quite shy, they will never approach anyone that isn’t a close friend. They prize their solitude and get nervous around large groups.”
It’s almost perfect description as how I feel except “get nervous around large groups”. Occasionally, I even feel overconfident than to get nervous. It’s more like uncomfortable than to get nervous when i'm around the groups.
I think some of my friends have got that sign of mine :)
Back to live in my fantasy after having so much realities saves my mind a lot.

Well, actually I have no idea what I’m going to tell you guys. 
But the words above have made me better.
Aaannndd, thank you Shawn Mendes, your little too much really made my day :)

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